What it was and what it is.
What is blood when blown in the wind?
Spitting its way into the world,
it captures the eye of an unexpecting girl.
She is curious, but does that also mean bold?
She somehow feels warmth against the harsh cold.
Perhaps it's the warmth that once belonged to the lost red?
Or the burning curiosity that ignites inside her head?
Whatever the cause, it's painfully consuming.
She turns away, but the sight is still looming.
She feels the fear of that which is lost.
The wandering coagulation that must leave for rot.
She knows it's not fair;
The red in the hair.
But blood is the life which is taken without care.
Hot then cold.
Curious or bold?
Live and let die?
Smile then cry.
Bittersweet blood, you're now free.
Fly.
This time of year is always refreshing. January gives people a sense of renewal and rejuvination. It's the "power month". It's like the demeanor of Capricorn begins to flow through any and everyone, provoking a nirvanic feeling of determination and perserverance. Fortunately, I am a Capricorn and this feeling never goes away.
With this said, 2012 will not be like any other year. I can feel it. I've prayed and meditated and this year will be the toughest yet most memorable year. I'm determined to survive it, to live it to the fullest, to accomplish things I've only dreamed about, and to make more friends and fewer enemies.
It's amazing how He works. How he brings people into our lives as proof of His being. These angles and disciples only reassure me that my faith will never be in vain. As longs as I seek Him, I will be just fine.
I will no longer dwell on the past, I will look to the future. I will no longer try to fix, what I am not meant to. I will continue to think of others just as I think of myself. And I will pick my battles very, very carefully.
At this point all I have to say is, bring it on.
-R.
